Letter Five!
Hi Morphine,
It's a Thursday today, middle of the week, when usually the motivation to survive the week is almost exhausted. But for not so strange reasons I feel more pumped up than ever. Having skipped a lot of classes already, may be a factor. But we know what CHANGED.
You know when I saw couples talk about respecting each others' dreams and ambitions, I used to think of it as just some "couple-stuff" that comes naturally once you're into a committed relationship.
And so I have to confess, I didn't know the first thing about it.
Easier said than done right?
I understand that this independent nature of yours is a result of being constantly disappointed with my indifferent behavior. Towards you or my career or anything else in my life. Because of how I hurt you with those little things almost everyday. But despite being so mad at me the solution you came up with was to make me the Mr Sharma that I myself have always wanted to be....
Now that by definition is CARING.
Laying down new rules and abiding by them is a brutal thing to do to someone. Let alone doing it to yourself. Having been a super diligent student myself, I realize how difficult that is.
I for sure wouldn't have dreamt of it.
Even though I knew that I was wasting everything that I had worked so hard to achieve, I never could bring myself to take a stand.
That doesn't speak very highly of me but it's true.
So now that you are hell bent on ripping apart the loser-cape that I've been in for the past five years, I should tell you that you're not alone in this. Not anymore!
I get your point.
It's painful, I won't lie, but that conviction in your voice, when you told me why you are doing this...is enough a guarantee that a super awesome future awaits us.
And the best part is that all this coming from you means I can grind my brain here with all the brutality. Totally secure about the future of our relationship.
And if you ever wanna consider the extremes... the things that might go wrong... the challenges that I believe we may have to face... I want you to consider something else too.
We're in it together. You had the guts to push me into the grind, so I assure you that I'm gonna make sure that we get out of it.
One day!
Our dreams can't be written down so easily for the world to see, cuz they're so weird.
They can only be fulfilled.
No Promises!
We'll do our thing till we have to, and when the time comes we're gonna let the world know what it takes to be US😎.
I'll be here, at my study table😊. (Or maybe at Chai 😛).
your prodigy,
Mr. Sharma!
It's a Thursday today, middle of the week, when usually the motivation to survive the week is almost exhausted. But for not so strange reasons I feel more pumped up than ever. Having skipped a lot of classes already, may be a factor. But we know what CHANGED.
You know when I saw couples talk about respecting each others' dreams and ambitions, I used to think of it as just some "couple-stuff" that comes naturally once you're into a committed relationship.
And so I have to confess, I didn't know the first thing about it.
Easier said than done right?
I understand that this independent nature of yours is a result of being constantly disappointed with my indifferent behavior. Towards you or my career or anything else in my life. Because of how I hurt you with those little things almost everyday. But despite being so mad at me the solution you came up with was to make me the Mr Sharma that I myself have always wanted to be....
Now that by definition is CARING.
Laying down new rules and abiding by them is a brutal thing to do to someone. Let alone doing it to yourself. Having been a super diligent student myself, I realize how difficult that is.
I for sure wouldn't have dreamt of it.
Even though I knew that I was wasting everything that I had worked so hard to achieve, I never could bring myself to take a stand.
That doesn't speak very highly of me but it's true.
So now that you are hell bent on ripping apart the loser-cape that I've been in for the past five years, I should tell you that you're not alone in this. Not anymore!
I get your point.
It's painful, I won't lie, but that conviction in your voice, when you told me why you are doing this...is enough a guarantee that a super awesome future awaits us.
And the best part is that all this coming from you means I can grind my brain here with all the brutality. Totally secure about the future of our relationship.
And if you ever wanna consider the extremes... the things that might go wrong... the challenges that I believe we may have to face... I want you to consider something else too.
We're in it together. You had the guts to push me into the grind, so I assure you that I'm gonna make sure that we get out of it.
One day!
Our dreams can't be written down so easily for the world to see, cuz they're so weird.
They can only be fulfilled.
No Promises!
We'll do our thing till we have to, and when the time comes we're gonna let the world know what it takes to be US😎.
I'll be here, at my study table😊. (Or maybe at Chai 😛).
your prodigy,
Mr. Sharma!
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