Letter Three!
Hi Miss Jain,
Let me apologize to begin with. I am sorry for all the confessions i have to make today.
The reason I have been so gloomy all day is because I feel helpless. Helpless because I wanna take the next bus and be in Davangere before the stars go down.i know you want that too. but obviously you must have explained yourself that it's my final year and i just can't come and all those nice things.
but the truth is that i can't come because i wasted the last two weeks fighting with you over stupid things and then i would spend the rest of the day repenting in my room and bunk the classes too. Like a self obsessed loser in disguise. I wanna confess to you that I could've been there if not for my lousy attitude towards my classes all week. I could've been with you if I didn't stretch all those fights we had. Hell I could've been with you if I wasn't mad at you for all the mistakes you didn't commit.
Sitting in my room with the book in front of me I just keep going back in time.
regretting all the wrongs i did. It's not only about you. If I wasn't such a sloth all week I could've come to see you in the blink of an eye.
Thanks for calling me a while ago. i needed that. i swear i feel like you took a bag of concrete off my shoulders.
I'm gonna be a little mature now and use all these vibes to do something productive.
It's not gonna be an easy road but let me try to make this right again.
We didn't forego all the fun and cliche` parties to waste our time on these temporary things.
As for your health, YOU ARE GOING TO GET BETTER. It's just a matter of time.
And as far as the relationship goes WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT BIG. Again it's just a matter of time.
All the pain and anxiety and the distance and the fights ...all of these are temporary.
What's permanent is US. (not the United States :p)
- missing more than just your body
Mr Sharma!
Let me apologize to begin with. I am sorry for all the confessions i have to make today.
The reason I have been so gloomy all day is because I feel helpless. Helpless because I wanna take the next bus and be in Davangere before the stars go down.i know you want that too. but obviously you must have explained yourself that it's my final year and i just can't come and all those nice things.
but the truth is that i can't come because i wasted the last two weeks fighting with you over stupid things and then i would spend the rest of the day repenting in my room and bunk the classes too. Like a self obsessed loser in disguise. I wanna confess to you that I could've been there if not for my lousy attitude towards my classes all week. I could've been with you if I didn't stretch all those fights we had. Hell I could've been with you if I wasn't mad at you for all the mistakes you didn't commit.
Sitting in my room with the book in front of me I just keep going back in time.
regretting all the wrongs i did. It's not only about you. If I wasn't such a sloth all week I could've come to see you in the blink of an eye.
Thanks for calling me a while ago. i needed that. i swear i feel like you took a bag of concrete off my shoulders.
I'm gonna be a little mature now and use all these vibes to do something productive.
It's not gonna be an easy road but let me try to make this right again.
We didn't forego all the fun and cliche` parties to waste our time on these temporary things.
As for your health, YOU ARE GOING TO GET BETTER. It's just a matter of time.
And as far as the relationship goes WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT BIG. Again it's just a matter of time.
All the pain and anxiety and the distance and the fights ...all of these are temporary.
What's permanent is US. (not the United States :p)
- missing more than just your body
Mr Sharma!
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